Today is the first day of my fitness journey and I can honestly say I wasn't too thrilled with yesterday's reality check and decision to become fit. To say I hurt is redundant, I have said that I hurt every morning already, but I wasn't disappointed as I rose from bed and felt the constant dull ache in the small of my back or the pressure on my knee joints! DAM IT SAM I don't want to do this!
And to make matters worse, my stupid, yet enlightened self created a blog yesterday to track my progress and accountability! And even worse, if someone happens to stumble upon said blog, I don't want to look like an idiot, rather I want to give hope, so today I will deal and at least try to make smarter food choices and TRY to muster up the courage to exercise and take my little walk!
I keep telling myself this is for the best and that in the end I will be happy with my choices, but right now, I am popping my first Pepsi (my equivalent to most people's coffee) and shaking off the dread I feel about this decision. As I take a drink of my beloved cold sweet treat, I fill my 64 oz water jug and stick it in the fridge (dam it wouldn't fit in the freezer), after all I must drink water after this can!
I am off to begin the day and I promise I am shaking off this bad attitude and replacing it with a new and improved one (I am at least faking it!).
See ya soon.............
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